Sunday, July 24, 2005

Everyone cries, everyone weeps. we all stay up late one night because we can’t go to sleep. Tears coming out, thoughts deep in your head. so you sit & lie there & cry on your bed. You can’t help but think about all the things you had. You can’t help but wonder why they make you so sad. You can’t help to think where did you do wrong. You can’t help to listen to your old song. You can’t help to think about him day & night. You can’t help but wonder why this match wasn’t right. You can’t help but smile every time you see his face. You can’t help to try to find someone to replace him. So you’re happy to see him. It’s been a long time. You’re happy to see him & you don’t know why. Well don’t suddenly forget he’s the reason why you always cry...

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Life is full of secrets and lies
so when you get screwed over
.d.o.n.t. .b.e. .s.u.r.p.r.i.s.e.d.

Every penny in a well ; every broken wishbone 
every 11:11 on a clock ; every finger crossed, every
turn of a necklace pendant ; every star in the sky;
every fallen eyelash, every blown out candle - every
wish I could make .. will never give me you </3

Love is when you are kept awake at night
with thoughts of him && when sleep finds
you, he's waiting there in your dreams <3  

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Take a look behind the make-up and behind the fake smiles,because only then will you see. Look past the outward appearances and into my heart and you will see the real me. Look past the bruises and the scars...and all the things I do.And forget all the things you thought you once you knew. Don't remind me of my mistakes and of my fallen tears, don't tell me about the things I lost throughout all these years. Take a look inside..take a look and then you will realize...I'm not the girl you think I am, all I hope is that you really give a damn...Take me away from here, take me away so I can tell you my true fears...I'll tell you about the thoughts in my head, and how I no longer feel dead...Take me away and never bring me back...Please ignore all the qualities,to you,I seem to lack. Forget all the bitterness and all the rage, must I remind you that you let me out of this so-called cage. Try to look past all my insecurities and all my lies, please look away from these unworthy eyes. Please leave your comfort zone, for you I'll let the real truth be known. Thinking of my future without youleaves me breathless, I get too scared to even speak. So let's leave the problems all behind...let our future as friends unwind ...but take me away today, bring me back on a better day.

Someone out there
is meant to be the love
of your life, your bestfriend,
your soulmate, the one
you can tell your dreams
to. He'll smile at you when
you tell him, but he'll
never laugh at your heart.
He'll brush the hair out of
your eyes & send you
flowers when you least
expect it. He'll call you to
tell you goodnight before
you get into bed..or just
because he's thinking
about you. He'll be bursting
to talk to you each morning,
just to hear the sound of your
voice. He'll look into your
eyes & tell you that you're
the most beautiful girl he's
ever seen and for the first
time in your life, you'll
believe it. *Dawson's Creek*

 realize what life is all about
Its hangin on when your heart has had enough ;;
Its giving in when you feel like giving up

Life isn't all it's cut out to be. It has it's ups and it's downs, but you have to embrace those ups and downs and learn from them. You can't just sit back and mope and make people have pity for you. You have to put those things that are hurting you aside...And live...You only get one life and that one life isn't that long. You have to do everything that comes your way. Yeah...You might get embarassed, but in a month, no one will remember. You have to do what you feel is right. You can't worry about other people. Just life how you want to live it. Don't follow examples, make them. Let people follow in your footsteps. Sometimes, you just have to dance around and look like a fool. Other times, you just to sing as loud as you can, even if you do sound bad. You haven't lived until you've danced in your underwear. And most of all, you need to laugh. Never go a day without laughing... Or at least smiling. It doesn't matter if you've had the worst day, if you just laugh, everything will be okay. For the most part, just be you. Don't listen to others... They are going to make fun of you...They are going to tell you that you're stupid. But, that is their opinion. It only becomes true when you start to believe it.

There’s no such thing as a perfect guy.
I think it would be strange if somebody
was absolutely everything you always
wanted, because than there'd be no
challenge -- JESSICA ALBA